Tuesday, August 31, 2010

New Year

And so a new school year has begun.

After being home for about a week and a half - and being pretty darn happy - I'm back in s.d getting back into school mode and being lonely once again.

As much as I love being at home, sometimes it sucks. Cause in the back of my mind I'm always aware of the fact that I have to leave. I've only been out here for two days, and I must say that I am max sad and desperately trying not to be depressed.

Everytime I come out here, I'm reminded of how lonely I am and just how "different" I am in comparison to my peers. I'm reminded just how "wierd" I am cause I dont party and how taboo it is to be a virgin in this sex filled age. It just really sucks to be an outsider.... I have yet to meet a single person out here that I can actually be freinds with. It's quite unfortunate...

Besides being sad and lonely, the beginning of the year also brings on a yearning for change. Every year I like to make a list of goals for the year. Sometimes I reach them, sometimes I don't. But I always try

Here is this year's list:

  • Get A's
  • Read the Bible
  • Take care of my skin
  • Take care of my hair
  • Save money
  • Meet new people
  • Eat better
  • Lose weight
  • Pray more
  • Stop being so shy

The last is probably gonna be the hardest. But all I can do is try. and that's what I plan on doing...

Saturday, August 14, 2010

This Ice Cream is the ish!!!

Soooo freakin tasty!!!!!

Lust Worthy

* So, I, like many other people, browse the internet a lot. I mean I'm browsing blogs and websites for a good portion of my day. So of course I find many things that catch my eye and are absolutely lust worthy (hence, the name of this post). So every once in a while I'll be sharing the things that find on here.

Introducing my lust worthy section. lol :

Today I was browsing net-a-porter's jewelry section. I swear, I NEED to be rich. Cause I am dying for these fabolous rings n things. lol

Earrings by Bijoux Heart

Isharya Earrings

Isharya Ring

Kenneth Jay Lane Necklace

Kara by Kara Ross Earrings

Of course these aren't the only things I saw and loved. I'll upload more another day

All images from www.net-a-porter.com
So I was looking up buyer internships on the internet. And there isnt shiit in San Diego.

Another reason why this city blows!

It's seriously holding me back. I'm gonna either have o wait until I graduate in order to an internship or go back and forth in the Spring.

Thank you San Diego.... -_-

Friday, August 13, 2010

I think I figured out what I want to do with my life.

I want to sell jewelry....

today I was working in the fashion accessories department (jewelry, purses, scarfs, etc) at Macys, and I was loving it. Usually Im bored and pissy when I go to work, but that wasnt even the case. It was slow as all hell, and I still loved it.

Now, I didnt go to college for four years to just be sitting behind a counter at Macys selling jewelry. lol

I would like to either be a buyer at a store where I only buy jewelry and accessories. or open up my own jewelry store.

I personally would love to do both. Maybe start off as a buyer then eventually open up my own boutique.

But yeah. That's what I would like to do. I freakin LOVE jewelry. It makes me happy. I had a massive headache today and was super pissy about all the crap I was dealing with. But the second I got home and saw that my new ring had finally been delivered my whole mood changed. I was actually happy. lol

Sad, but true.

Now I just gotta figure out how to break into the jewelry business....

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

All Blue Everything

Thumb : Ogre-the-Top Blue by OPI
Index : Lapis of Luxury by Essie
Middle : What's with the Catitude by OPI
Ring : For Audrey by China Glaze
Pinky : Shower Together by China Glaze

Monday, August 9, 2010


I had a very interesting conversation about sex yesterday....and now I cant stop thinking about "it".....

thats probably too much info. but eh.....


My Hair. My Crown.

Whether it's slicked back...


In braids...

Twisted up...

Or God know's what...

It's mine...and I love it! =)

Sunday, August 8, 2010


Is it possible to have a crush on someone that you dont even know???

There's this guy that lives in my apt complex and I find myself seriously crushing on him...but how is that possible if I dont even know him?

I think a more accruate description would be that I have an infactuation with the idea of him.

I've been "infactuated" with dudes before. but this times it's different. I usually at the very least know the dudes name. But in this case, I know nothing. I dont kn ow this dudes name. How he sounds. Where he's from. I dont even know which apt he lives in (which you'd think i would considering the fact that we live in the same complex. but watev)....all i know is what kind of car he drives. Mainly because that's how I first noticed him (he drives my fave car on earth!).

Hmm...i dont even know. I would really like to get over this but for some odd reason i cant. Maybe if I actually meet him, I'll be able to move on. But of course I'm so freakishly shy that it probably will never even happen.

Oh well...

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I Like This

*couldve lived without the cussing. but i enjoyed it none the less.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Take Two

I know I said I wasnt going to spend any money in July. Well that was a complete FAIL! Sooo. I've decided to try again in August. So starting tomorrow....well technically today....I will not be spending any unneccesary money. No clothes. No shoes. No nail polish. No jewelry. Any and every dime will be spent on nothing but food, gas, and bills.

I know i failed before. But I will do this! Goodbye brokeness. Hello will power and a comma in my bank account! lol.

If I'm able to get through this month, I think im going to try and keep it up. In September I'll buy a few school clothes and a pair of shoes. maybe a bottle of nail polish. Then start saving again.

If I fail....I'll just try again in September. lol