New Year

And so a new school year has begun.

After being home for about a week and a half - and being pretty darn happy - I'm back in s.d getting back into school mode and being lonely once again.

As much as I love being at home, sometimes it sucks. Cause in the back of my mind I'm always aware of the fact that I have to leave. I've only been out here for two days, and I must say that I am max sad and desperately trying not to be depressed.

Everytime I come out here, I'm reminded of how lonely I am and just how "different" I am in comparison to my peers. I'm reminded just how "wierd" I am cause I dont party and how taboo it is to be a virgin in this sex filled age. It just really sucks to be an outsider.... I have yet to meet a single person out here that I can actually be freinds with. It's quite unfortunate...



Besides being sad and lonely, the beginning of the year also brings on a yearning for change. Every year I like to make a list of goals for the year. Sometimes I reach them, sometimes I don't. But I always try

Here is this year's list:

• Get A's
• Read the Bible
• Take care of my skin
• Take care of my hair
• Save money
• Meet new people
• Eat better
• Lose weight
• Pray more
• Stop being so shy

The last is probably gonna be the hardest. But all I can do is try. and that's what I plan on doing...

This Ice Cream is the ish!!!

Soooo freakin tasty!!!!!

Lust Worthy

* So, I, like many other people, browse the internet a lot. I mean I'm browsing blogs and websites for a good portion of my day. So of course I find many things that catch my eye and are absolutely lust worthy (hence, the name of this post). So every once in a while I'll be sharing the things that find on here.

Introducing my lust worthy section. lol :



Today I was browsing net-a-porter's jewelry section. I swear, I NEED to be rich. Cause I am dying for these fabolous rings n things. lol






Earrings by Bijoux Heart




Isharya Earrings




Isharya Ring




Kenneth Jay Lane Necklace



Kara by Kara Ross Earrings



Of course these aren't the only things I saw and loved. I'll upload more another day



All images from www.net-a-porter.com

So I was looking up buyer internships on the internet. And there isnt shiit in San Diego.


Another reason why this city blows!

It's seriously holding me back. I'm gonna either have o wait until I graduate in order to an internship or go back and forth in the Spring.

Thank you San Diego.... -_-

I think I figured out what I want to do with my life.


I want to sell jewelry....

today I was working in the fashion accessories department (jewelry, purses, scarfs, etc) at Macys, and I was loving it. Usually Im bored and pissy when I go to work, but that wasnt even the case. It was slow as all hell, and I still loved it.

Now, I didnt go to college for four years to just be sitting behind a counter at Macys selling jewelry. lol

I would like to either be a buyer at a store where I only buy jewelry and accessories. or open up my own jewelry store.

I personally would love to do both. Maybe start off as a buyer then eventually open up my own boutique.

But yeah. That's what I would like to do. I freakin LOVE jewelry. It makes me happy. I had a massive headache today and was super pissy about all the crap I was dealing with. But the second I got home and saw that my new ring had finally been delivered my whole mood changed. I was actually happy. lol

Sad, but true.

Now I just gotta figure out how to break into the jewelry business....

All Blue Everything

Thumb : Ogre-the-Top Blue by OPI
Index : Lapis of Luxury by Essie
Middle : What's with the Catitude by OPI
Ring : For Audrey by China Glaze
Pinky : Shower Together by China Glaze

T-M-I

I had a very interesting conversation about sex yesterday....and now I cant stop thinking about "it".....

thats probably too much info. but eh.....

;)

My Hair. My Crown.

Whether it's slicked back...



Straight....



In braids...



Twisted up...



Or God know's what...



It's mine...and I love it! =)

C.R.U.S.H

Is it possible to have a crush on someone that you dont even know???


There's this guy that lives in my apt complex and I find myself seriously crushing on him...but how is that possible if I dont even know him?


I think a more accruate description would be that I have an infactuation with the idea of him.


I've been "infactuated" with dudes before. but this times it's different. I usually at the very least know the dudes name. But in this case, I know nothing. I dont kn ow this dudes name. How he sounds. Where he's from. I dont even know which apt he lives in (which you'd think i would considering the fact that we live in the same complex. but watev)....all i know is what kind of car he drives. Mainly because that's how I first noticed him (he drives my fave car on earth!).

Hmm...i dont even know. I would really like to get over this but for some odd reason i cant. Maybe if I actually meet him, I'll be able to move on. But of course I'm so freakishly shy that it probably will never even happen.


Oh well...

I Like This

*couldve lived without the cussing. but i enjoyed it none the less.