Today, I Waved

Then I laughed hysterically....

Then I felt like a tard....


Then I laughed again....

Then I regretted it.....


Laughed a whole lot more.....

Wished I never did it....

Got over it......


Then decided I was gonna try to avoid him as long as I possibly can. lmao







Then I typed out this post and remembered just how awkward/dumb I felt for waving.

Quote of The Day

"When tears come, I breathe deeply and rest. I know I am swimming in a hallowed stream where many have gone before. I am not alone, crazy, or having a nervous breakdown.... My heart is at work, my soul is awake."

- Mary Margaret Funk, writer.

A (Fairly) Quick Hair Post

I really want my hair to be healthy. So, in order to achieve this, I've decided to implement a healthy hair regime and stop pressing my hair so much. Both steps are in the beginning stages..lol

I've decided that my regime will include weekly prepoo's and deep conditioning treatments. For right now my prepoo consist of castor oil and extra virgin olive oil mixed into V-05 conditioner. Once I get more money, I plan on adding more Jojoba oil, Lavender oil, vitamin e oil, and honey to the mixture.




As far as styling goes, since I wont be pressing it much, I need to find new ways to style it. I'm thinking about doing twists (which I've already tried - and it came out quite well if i may say so myself. lol), twist out, my go-to pony tail, and others.

Some styles I was 'semi'-working on. lol :







Other styles I'd wanna try out :







Now I just need some money so I can buy the products neccessary to do these styles. lol

Nail Color of the Week

"Splash of Grenadine" by Essie



The ring is by Obey. I've been wanting for the longest and I finally decided to get it right before i started my no shopping month. I freaking LOVE IT!!!


here's a better view:

Please Excuse my Scarf. lol

I got my eyebrows waxed for the first time last week. I never really paid attention to them, but I've actually gotten a few compliments on how good they look. So apparently eyebrows are a big deal...who knew. lmao

They came out nice, and it really didnt hurt. My only complaint is that it broke me out. I now have a few bumps in between the two brows. and it is NOT cute. lol


before:




after:

New Year

And so a new school year has begun.

After being home for about a week and a half - and being pretty darn happy - I'm back in s.d getting back into school mode and being lonely once again.

As much as I love being at home, sometimes it sucks. Cause in the back of my mind I'm always aware of the fact that I have to leave. I've only been out here for two days, and I must say that I am max sad and desperately trying not to be depressed.

Everytime I come out here, I'm reminded of how lonely I am and just how "different" I am in comparison to my peers. I'm reminded just how "wierd" I am cause I dont party and how taboo it is to be a virgin in this sex filled age. It just really sucks to be an outsider.... I have yet to meet a single person out here that I can actually be freinds with. It's quite unfortunate...



Besides being sad and lonely, the beginning of the year also brings on a yearning for change. Every year I like to make a list of goals for the year. Sometimes I reach them, sometimes I don't. But I always try

Here is this year's list:

• Get A's
• Read the Bible
• Take care of my skin
• Take care of my hair
• Save money
• Meet new people
• Eat better
• Lose weight
• Pray more
• Stop being so shy

The last is probably gonna be the hardest. But all I can do is try. and that's what I plan on doing...

This Ice Cream is the ish!!!

Soooo freakin tasty!!!!!

Lust Worthy

* So, I, like many other people, browse the internet a lot. I mean I'm browsing blogs and websites for a good portion of my day. So of course I find many things that catch my eye and are absolutely lust worthy (hence, the name of this post). So every once in a while I'll be sharing the things that find on here.

Introducing my lust worthy section. lol :



Today I was browsing net-a-porter's jewelry section. I swear, I NEED to be rich. Cause I am dying for these fabolous rings n things. lol






Earrings by Bijoux Heart




Isharya Earrings




Isharya Ring




Kenneth Jay Lane Necklace



Kara by Kara Ross Earrings



Of course these aren't the only things I saw and loved. I'll upload more another day



All images from www.net-a-porter.com

So I was looking up buyer internships on the internet. And there isnt shiit in San Diego.


Another reason why this city blows!

It's seriously holding me back. I'm gonna either have o wait until I graduate in order to an internship or go back and forth in the Spring.

Thank you San Diego.... -_-

I think I figured out what I want to do with my life.


I want to sell jewelry....

today I was working in the fashion accessories department (jewelry, purses, scarfs, etc) at Macys, and I was loving it. Usually Im bored and pissy when I go to work, but that wasnt even the case. It was slow as all hell, and I still loved it.

Now, I didnt go to college for four years to just be sitting behind a counter at Macys selling jewelry. lol

I would like to either be a buyer at a store where I only buy jewelry and accessories. or open up my own jewelry store.

I personally would love to do both. Maybe start off as a buyer then eventually open up my own boutique.

But yeah. That's what I would like to do. I freakin LOVE jewelry. It makes me happy. I had a massive headache today and was super pissy about all the crap I was dealing with. But the second I got home and saw that my new ring had finally been delivered my whole mood changed. I was actually happy. lol

Sad, but true.

Now I just gotta figure out how to break into the jewelry business....